Buffy: Let’s just get to the truth here, okay? I don’t know how you felt about last night but I will not—
Buffy: Of what?
Spike: Last night was… God, I’m such a jerk. I can’t do this.
Spike: It was the best night of my life. If you poke fun at me, you bloody well better use that ‘cause I couldn’t bear it. It may not mean that much to you but—
Buffy: I just told you it did.
Spike: Yeah, I hear you say it but… I’ve lived for soddin’ ever, Buffy. I’ve done everything. I’ve done things with you I can’t spell, but I’ve never been close… to anyone. Least of all you. Until last night. All I did was hold you, watch you sleep, and it was the best night of my life. So yeah, I’m terrified.
Buffy: You don’t have to be.
Buffy the Vampire Slayer 7.21 - End of Days